Julianne Nicholson is an expert at portraying grief ... NICHOLSON: But if I'm in - like, at a work event or a school event for my kids, and there's too many people, and I don't know them well ...

Julianne Nicholson: When I was growing up ... But if I'm at a work event or a school event for my kids and there's too many people and I don't know them well enough and people are talking to ...

Julianne Nicholson was Paradise creator Dan ... Together, they had two kids and were a happy family until their son fell ill and died more than a year later. "It just felt like a speed-through ...